Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tired. Really tired. Fine, you can just say I'm plain lazy but I'm really trying to work hard these few days. I don't understand why Storyboarding could take up so much of our time especially when it's only 10%. Shit, I haven't even edited my video. I shall just "razor" up the video and rearrange the clips, do titling and subtitles tomorrow in class.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

I've been away for an hour and I'm 90% done with my editing! Haha! Maybe because my video is too simple that's why it's easier to edit. Hee hee. So tomorrow I just have to add in audio effects, subtitles and touch up a little.

Anyway, I've been reeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaally happy recently. I'm still happy today! My dad accompany me to Tan Tock Seng today for my medical appointment. On the way, we've been talking quite a little, which is very, very rare. Really talking and not arguing at all. It's feels awkward if you're distant to your parents and when there are times you're "forced" to face them, you don't have anything to talk about. So I started off talking to him about school, family, my sisters and their husband/boyfriend. It's really good to know what my dad thinks about it as I never had the chance to do so. I feel happy for once that our conversation does not contain any ill feelings. He helped me to carry my laptop around, all the way until I reached school; because one: I'm too freaking careless and there is a 90.86347592654% that I might misplace it. Two: It's goddamn heavy. I felt like a little girl beside him, back to years before when I haven't develop any ill feelings towards him. My dad is ageing. And he's changing. He'd mellowed a lot these recent years and I feel that I should show more concern to him. I shouldn't even show any disdain to him, for goodness sake, he's my father. Come to think of it, I'm like fucking stupid. Why should I be irritated with him when all he wanted to do is to try to strike up a innocent conversation with me? People have different ways of doing things. It's doesn't mean that it's wrong just because you're not comfortable with it.

I'm also happy that I've been finishing assignments before datelines. Melissa and me have been slogging for Storyboarding these few days. But I felt that it's all worth it as we've really done our best in our work. Definitely no slip-shod work, and the more that you're tired from working, it means the more effort you've put in. Rejoice! Break will be much more appreciated after you've worked really hard =D

I've bought that foundation in Midnight Mauve. Diamente shades next! More YAYs (:

ps: Video-editing is actually quite easy. Hee hee hee!

"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:42 AM